好难受。。 做出的选择也不知道是否是跟着我的心走。
我问我自己：回忆难以忘记，会不会造成将来的烦恼？
我没有答案。
女人就是善变动物。
seriously i need to clear my mind. i wan everything to be a new start.. but it seems like everything come to a point of no return.
Home: A place I dislike returning to. Reason - because i tend to think alot alone. sometimes making me near suffocation.
I feel like having my brain to just stop for a few days.. and to ask me to love no one.. cox sometimes love just hurts.
emotional as i am. but this is me...
有些时候，我在想......感觉...是否一样。可是已经回不到以前那种感觉了。i know that deep inside...
feeling undefined...I was asking myself every night. where is the extreme love that i used to have. where is the extreme miss and affection i used to have. Time....is really a major factor that changes one person. Probably not to the majority.. but i know. it's definitely affecting me.
who can stand by me to tell me everything is alright....who can tell me why my brain and my heart is not synchronizing....
near to suffocation... I need to breathe.. haizz..
