Saturday, August 28, 2010
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5:48 AM
爱情没有对或错。
只是要一个人明白内情也是另外回事。
我的路，走到这里也已经没办法回头了。
在你还没离开之前，我给你过机会。可是你并没有把握。
我知道，我的一句话并不会改变你的选择？
到现在也是。我常常问自己，我们只是回忆，只是习惯吗？还是仍然有爱的存在。
我摸不透自己的心....
现在心里的确有答案，可是我好害怕，好害怕时间到了，选择又是另外个。
我看到了女人..真的是善变动物。
你看到了吗？摸得透我的心吗？了解我本人吗？
别人要怎样看待我，我不在乎。
只要无论我做出什么决定，我真的希望我们彼此还会保持联络。
维持朋友的身份，因为曾经拥有过快乐时光。一切难以忘记。
I hope everything will goes out right. Everything settled before my birthday. I don't want tears to be my birthday present.
As simple as it is....
but whenever i saw ur photo.. i questioned myself again..asking myself wad do i really want.. haizzzzzzzzz
I learnt that. "Time waits no one." It is definitely true.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
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2:40 AM
everyday i face the ceiling at night.
i find that the more i am to suffocation.
i asked myself over and over again.
but no conclusion yet.
now i finally understands how S feels.
time forever ticking..the more afraid i am.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
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12:32 PM
got scolded today by billie ooi.
nearly changed my impression for her.. but in the end... zz
"u know u are always late? it's not 9am lesson. it's 11am. tell me why u are late?"
i replied sommetimes working.. after work go home do proj.
work? for allowance or for finance..? i said allowance.
she replied: "allowance? for what? for prada bag? for luxury items? for feeding till u explode?"
fuck you seriously. =.= i earn is for my own. i feed myself.. i pay for my expenses... _|_ are u going to pay for all my expenses if i don't work?
for the first few lessons i am not even once late. and u dun even remember.. u only remember when i am late. these few weeks becox of the stressing projects =.= dun 威胁 me about my attachment. i said i will not be late for job. and i mean it.. i will prove to u that SERIOUS!
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2:26 AM
i ate alot these days and i don't know why.. I am definitely fat now..
i need to diet soon.. back to the size i have previously. 1 week? enough? guess not bahh haha.
i wrote in the comments in my facebook....and i find it meaningful as well.
就算曾经说好的，就算变成了回忆，这也是一种幸福。因为曾经拥有过。
要恨一个人，很难。要避开自己曾经喜欢过或者目前喜欢的更难。那何必要恨，毕竟彼此相处过快乐的时光，那就够了。:)) 知足也是一种美德。
and not to forget..女生的心是很脆弱的。
