came home from taiwan a few days ago. and seriously i need to diet soon. Meals there are damn generous. 7- 9 course meal is definitely fattening. Imagining having buffet in the morning, 9 course meal in the afternoon and night with additional supper every night from day 2 onwards. it's OMG.
trip there was fun but quarrels aren't decreasing either. bad attitude of mine of course make it even worse. Sorry mum and relatives. but i just couldn't change my characteristic. (straightforward)
love the weather in taibei and it's definitely a wonderful place to visit. just taibei alone can already give me shopping addictions. so yeah.. bought quite a few bags, clothes and accessories from "feng jia ye shi and xi men ding" .. it's fun, but i am already missing jh :( wish time could travel faster to the time he's back.
today i quarrelled with my parents. yes i am wrong to interfere. they say 大人吵架你不应该插嘴。again. I'm sorry that i interfered. say me childish, naive, or even 不懂事.. by all means... I'm used to these comments. but once again. I'm sorry. I just couldn't express myself correctly infront of you.
or maybe i do need a 心理医生...of which "she" said.. lols =.= (i should try to keep my mouth shut at all times) l0ls.
quarrels made me realize something. which is. my need of extreme protection. my need of family attention.. and i start to wonder is that why i need a bf desperately. lols. starting to doubt myself. emo that i am. but that's the fact :)) but one thing i am very sure is that. the need of protection. :D
