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Saturday, April 17, 2010 ; 11:32 PM

If I got the ability to teleport.
I'll teleport into your arms.
Even if it's just for 1 min or even 1 second.
I'll be just as satisfied.

我不敢渴望什么
因为我没有把握

Patunia asked me today
"Will your feelings fade?"
I replied "No."
She add on "wow. you loved him alot wor."
I just nod my head.
she continued with
no problem one.. JunHao also looks "痴情"

I said. U never know.
for myself also.
现在讲,太早了。

I don't know why. but my confidence level is seriously dropping.

Sunday, April 11, 2010 ; 9:45 PM

came home from taiwan a few days ago. and seriously i need to diet soon. Meals there are damn generous. 7- 9 course meal is definitely fattening. Imagining having buffet in the morning, 9 course meal in the afternoon and night with additional supper every night from day 2 onwards. it's OMG.

trip there was fun but quarrels aren't decreasing either. bad attitude of mine of course make it even worse. Sorry mum and relatives. but i just couldn't change my characteristic. (straightforward)

love the weather in taibei and it's definitely a wonderful place to visit. just taibei alone can already give me shopping addictions. so yeah.. bought quite a few bags, clothes and accessories from "feng jia ye shi and xi men ding" .. it's fun, but i am already missing jh :( wish time could travel faster to the time he's back.

today i quarrelled with my parents. yes i am wrong to interfere. they say 大人吵架你不应该插嘴。again. I'm sorry that i interfered. say me childish, naive, or even 不懂事.. by all means... I'm used to these comments. but once again. I'm sorry. I just couldn't express myself correctly infront of you.

or maybe i do need a 心理医生...of which "she" said.. lols =.= (i should try to keep my mouth shut at all times) l0ls.

quarrels made me realize something. which is. my need of extreme protection. my need of family attention.. and i start to wonder is that why i need a bf desperately. lols. starting to doubt myself. emo that i am. but that's the fact :)) but one thing i am very sure is that. the need of protection. :D

Friday, April 2, 2010 ; 1:54 AM

如果人的字典里没有如果,就没有后悔这两个字

如果又如果,如果又如果,如果又如果...... 接下来是后悔这两个字

明天就要去台湾了,8天。可是我一点都不兴奋。而心总觉得怪怪的,酸酸的,痛痛的

峻豪要出国了。明天是我的最后一天看到他了。好舍不得。Dear.. 我在新加坡等你回来ok!

looking at him slp the previous day. few drops of tears just rolled down my cheeks unknowingly. lucky it's in the dark.. :) 5 months is quite a long period of time. and anything might happen in between. just hope that everything will be fine :)) i hopee....say me pessimistic or wadever that i am. but yeah it's true and the fact. failed relationships have dropped my confidence level to almost zero. so i can't help but doubt everything i have right now. :((

school is commencing on the 3rd of May. so i guess i still got a period of time to work more before school starts. :D jh paid much of my meals and transport these days. Thanks jh :)) i'll earn as much as possible.. and treat u good meals when you're back in singapore :D


Went prawning with cheeyong, cheechia and kahau today after our meal at punggol plaza suki sushi. it was fun today :)) thanks so much for the accompaniment. and these are the prawns that they caught. :D 4 onlyy!! hahas.. 3 from kahau~ 1 from cheeyong. poorr cheechiaa!! cy, cc and kh shared 1 rod for 3 hours = $30.


Thursday, April 1, 2010 ; 11:53 AM

The day has finally arrived.

The day of my taiwan trip. and JH leaving Singapore on the 8th for 5 months. :((

less than 30 hours more to go. before i fly off.

and the time left i have JH by my side :((

Sad. Sad. Sad. Sad. Sad.

5 months. means. it's nearing my end semester exam.. and that's when i get to see him once again.

Hope China will be going to be smooth for him :))

Just came home.. and I am already missing him :(

few more hours to go......................................................................... *sad*


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