ytd night mq and i couldn't sleep. thinking of loads of things and things. mind are corrupted with things that gave us sleepless nights.
smsed christina in the middle of the night.
[Actually i wanted to ask you.. that day u scared liling angry... but why weren't u afraid that we might be angry too?her angry is cox you din pei her... BUT OUR ANGRY IS JUST DISAPPOINTMENT OF WAD WE HAVE DONE AND WISHED FOR YOUR BETTER FUTURE... we may sound naggy.. but these goes to show that liling is ur bestfriend and we two and cheeyong are just your normal friend..if that is the case... we have no rights to INTERFERE in your decision makings cum life anymore.. Give up.. I really hope you will open your mind, see clearly which friend is for your good.. and also HOPE u make a decision soon.. you have the OPPORTUNITY to give your parents luxury life.. but you never gave urself a chance to prove that it is POSSIBLE. we wrote and nag is not cox u rejected us. It's cox u are our family cum best of best friend. we have been thinking alot for this few days, i really hope u won't give us a second disappointment. THANKS!]
[If you wan.. we will continue to look for jobs for u.. it's your choice once again.. continue staying in bbt will change your personality completely... ur attitude towards work, ur targeted goals, ur experiences, ur unstable lifestyle and more.. U will think that bbt earn just enough for u to spend.... Unless you're telling me that u have prediction that u'll get a rich husband that can provide u forever, then i have no say. We Love You.]
I know we've hurt you my dear.. I can apologize for that. but i bet disappointment should be just as equivalent as ur hurt is.
and seriously. We Love You.
