Monday, March 29, 2010
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3:57 AM
时间的确会冲淡一切，所谓的深爱的爱情也会变成永久的回
感情失败后，我还以为不会再遇到谈得来的男生。可是峻豪的出现让我又陷入了“不归路”。所谓的“不归路”也就是代表了我，又再次放感情进去了。我呢，有一个好大的缺点，就是进入感情时，会陷入的太深，到无法自拔的程度。
朋友们都劝我不要放太多进去，免得像之前那个臭男人一样，一伤，就似乎把我的灵魂带走。这样的我，是好是坏，现在我并不想知道。人嘛......性格就是这样，怎样改也改不了。
每个人都好好奇，为什么我能这么快的走出伤心的空间。有些啊，还会说我花心。可是了解我的人，应该知道，我不会拿感情来开玩笑。我呢，走了感情这条路，深深了解了一些事。
1- 如果说分手，要挽回也挽回不了。
2- 在感情中，如果累了，就不要死撑，因为再走下去会更累。 如果知道对方没办法跟你走下去，就快点放手，免得受到更深一层的伤。还有很多很多。也可以说，这些事让我更成长了一点。但说明白事理，也差得远了。
我呢为什么能走出伤心空间，是因为自己太累了，我选择放手。为什么要把自己弄得像僵尸一样，而他呢就跟新的逍遥快活？放手，往前走，不是更好？如果因为我交了新的男友而排斥我，那你，根本没有资格当我的朋友。
遇到了峻豪，我看到了什么是发自内心的快乐，笑出灿烂的笑容，得到应该有的保护，明白了被保护的感觉，感受到更深一层的爱意。
他能让我知道，我的存在对他来说，是重要的，而并不是拿来玩的工具。事事都让着我，保护我。知道什么对我不利，就立刻保护我。我以习惯他的存在，也好害怕失去他的哪一天。可是俗话说：不求天长地久，只求曾经拥有。
我会珍惜，我眼前的宝！谢谢你峻豪，我爱你！
Friday, March 26, 2010
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2:31 AM
worked at night today :)) it was fun. and met new friends today. Yongquan, yanling, joanne, kandy and jieqi.
:)) they are all helpful and nice people hehes. i think suki is better than icetalk.. way much better in terms of relationships?
icetalk. they only know how to be demanding. only know how to doubt others when in fact we already did what we are paid for. or even more than that. imagine every week doing 8 trays of dough alone and apart from that nid to cut down and weigh. and roll it. I think our job already exceeds how much we are getting previously. :DD so. conclusion: suki is definitely a better choice :)) I wouldn't even recommend people to work in icetalk cox there are too many "3D cameras" and includes the additional real camera coming up soon (i heard)
saw lots of familiar pp aunties today cox i worked in PP for a year +++. chatted before work. and many are wondering why we shifted down to suki.. Our usual regular customers also asked the same Qns :D MQ shifted from NTUC down to icetalk and now down to suki :)) come to think of datt.. she has been in PP for nearly 2 years + already.. or more than that.. hahas another "Home" to be in. love PP friends. including suki :D
Thursday, March 25, 2010
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3:31 AM
Today I went to find JH as usual. accompany him to work at around 6.45pm and then walked to compass point to meet my parents. supposed to eat there.. cox was feeling hungry le. but reach theree.. i couldn't even figure out why my gastric/stomach gave me this "rejection" feeling that "NO. Don't come in and corrupt the usual bit of food!"
so i saw them eatt.. then walked to Punggol Plaza again to find mq and also. jh :)) but din expect jieqi groupp appeared there. no wonder the guy in specs initially seated there looked at me.. while i walked across to my seat.
Worked on tuesday and i find it rather interesting. logan, tricia, carol, nana teached me patiently. logan is cute lols. :)) thankks.
Happened to be surfing facebook.. i saw S and K's facebook. i clicked and see whether they got any info written there..
S wrote this on her blog. that her last dayy. and considering whether to go back suki sushi. and right after this sentence was "Besides, all the ‘old’ people are leaving so there’s no point in going back and facing the ‘new’ ones. -_-"
So. I'll work hard in Suki. I'll bring out my outspoken inner being. I am determine to make friends with all of the suki friends :)) Because in this way, everyone gets to work happily and can enjoy during work time :DD I hope......
Monday, March 22, 2010
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1:12 AM
20 March 2010~ I went out wif my family.. and daddy doing thiss.. was damn funny..
I was walking along tampines.. den noticed that daddy not beside nor infront.. so i looked back.. and daddy was snipping his nails in the middle of no where :P and the sound of *snipping nails* was so loudd lols. cute cute daddy.
daddy posing for shot saying *there i cut finish liaoo clean and nice*
Went to Uni Qlo in Tampines 1 .. i wanted to find tat jacket i saw with jh previously..
love that jacket th0 and partly cox going taiwan.. but not selling already :((
Saturday, March 20, 2010
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2:01 AM
19 March 2010
Today went to JH house.. was planning to have lunch with jh then go his house play wif maomao (his doggy) then wait awhile jiu accompany him go work.. mmm but his mummy came back followed by his 2nd sis wif her big tummy :P I think she's going to give birth soon in few more months timee.. congrats!~
At night went out wif his family. consists of JH, 大姐, 大姐夫, 二姐 and his mum :DD 6 of us. Went to dome at bishan CC :)) his 2nd sis drove us there in her toyota corrolia altis (if i din spell wrongly). hahas 1 of my dream car to get other than suzuki swift.. (the altis) =)) saw jh's angry face today :PP but kind of cute actually :)) but i was damn paiseh all the way..normally the talkative me, quiet down. after eating at dome, we went for shopping at Junction 8. din wan to shop cox shopping always tempt me to buy clothes.. and if ii spend on clothes again... i'll be eating grass in 1 week's time..
after J8.. his sis drove us to xin wang hongkong cafe at kovan.. my gastric starts feeling weird liaoos abit feel like vomitting. probably cox of my improper diet everyday :)) i drank my usual yuan yang there :)
~Being with his family, i saw what family bonding is. they are really very bonded siaa.. im quite envious. :)) after dining in xin wang, his 2nd sis drove me back homee.. omgs paisehhs :(( but thanks for the meal and ride too :P
jh in his 2nd sis car front seat.
doing the coupon thingyy.. extend parking timee.. :))
Thursday, March 18, 2010
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11:36 PM
March 23 results coming out liaoos.. still got few more days to go.. I am still afraid that i might fail a particular modulee :(( nooes.. must pass all modules i don't wanna retake..
Saw this pic(below) in facebook.. my friend uploaded it.. yeah Sch starts on the 3rd of May. happy about it.. but oh noees.. see the date for examination?? Clashes with my bday.. BUT lucky 27 August is study break worhs... JH should be back by then :))
I don't know why we're classified as Study Stage 3 :))
hahas but school holidays extended just like last semester :) yeahhs..!~
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
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9:34 PM
did cooking today.. :DD was damn fun cox today cooking consist of bro, sis and me :PP we 3!~
Some pictures during cookingg...
Mq cutting up ingredients..
me cooking the first dish.
consist of: sotong balls, enoki, crab meat, fish tofu + Chilli
tada~~ added chilli, abit of tomato sauce, abit of soyuu, water and corn flour.
this is the first dish :P
mq made the soupp..
egg egg :DD add inside soup.
tadaa... full course. :DD that curry... yum yumss.. but i love the first dish best. :D
full liaooooos!~ first dish and curry fish inside our stomach liaoss.
soupp still gort alottt.. couldn't finishhh cox cook too much.
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12:57 AM
Went back to Punggol Secondary today.. and typical *act ahbengs ahlians* are all over the school. :S
was walking to the guzheng room at level 4.. but passed by chemistry lab.
Malay Guy: woo whose that? (in a sarcastic way)
Wanted to walk straight. but his noise annoyed me. so I guess my two eyes stared at him damnn fierce wor. I think i stared at him until i pass by the corner. =.= typical act ahbengs. annoying bunch of people.
saw Secondary 1 Guzheng this year de. those girls are so cute.. wonder what I'm like previously. but made me recall my secondary school guzheng life.. was damn committed to my lovely guzheng though i skipped alot of lessons during sec 3. Consistent eagles award for consecutive 3 years. yeah cox i put in my effort inside it. (being a chairperson)
Miss Chay asked us if we can perform during june. yeah. I would love that :)
~Dear Sec 1s~
Saturday, March 13, 2010
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4:33 PM
ytd night mq and i couldn't sleep. thinking of loads of things and things. mind are corrupted with things that gave us sleepless nights.
smsed christina in the middle of the night.
[Actually i wanted to ask you.. that day u scared liling angry... but why weren't u afraid that we might be angry too?her angry is cox you din pei her... BUT OUR ANGRY IS JUST DISAPPOINTMENT OF WAD WE HAVE DONE AND WISHED FOR YOUR BETTER FUTURE... we may sound naggy.. but these goes to show that liling is ur bestfriend and we two and cheeyong are just your normal friend..if that is the case... we have no rights to INTERFERE in your decision makings cum life anymore.. Give up.. I really hope you will open your mind, see clearly which friend is for your good.. and also HOPE u make a decision soon.. you have the OPPORTUNITY to give your parents luxury life.. but you never gave urself a chance to prove that it is POSSIBLE. we wrote and nag is not cox u rejected us. It's cox u are our family cum best of best friend. we have been thinking alot for this few days, i really hope u won't give us a second disappointment. THANKS!]
[If you wan.. we will continue to look for jobs for u.. it's your choice once again.. continue staying in bbt will change your personality completely... ur attitude towards work, ur targeted goals, ur experiences, ur unstable lifestyle and more.. U will think that bbt earn just enough for u to spend.... Unless you're telling me that u have prediction that u'll get a rich husband that can provide u forever, then i have no say. We Love You.]
I know we've hurt you my dear.. I can apologize for that. but i bet disappointment should be just as equivalent as ur hurt is.
and seriously. We Love You.
Friday, March 12, 2010
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2:16 AM
~True friends care you deeply. Only those friends that help your way through, find new path for you to walk for ur better future is those worth your friendship. know and understand and take it or leave it. ~
Chris I know what we say you won't listen. This will be my last time saying this, I will not nag at you anymore.
Every path you take, it's your choice. You choose your path. make sure u walk smoothly. you understand?
Don't just think about what u can do now. Think of what you can actually achieved in the future.. Think what life can you actually have, Think what good things you can share with your family.
Your mum nagged at us that day. but i find it rather true.
You are already working my dear chris. you dun wanna study.. it's alright.. then find a job? FIND A JOB~ that provides you good experiences or wide job scope so that you can learn as much as possible and apply it in other jobs if you were to quit your job. What I meant job. doesn't only include bbt. bbt won't get you far my dear chris.
MQ and I were utterly disappointed when you reject our offer again and again. For everytime we had been searching for jobs for you.. smsing you.. IF YOU URSELF don't actually make an effort to sms or call for interview.. then what we are doing.. are just wasting our time. You are already 20 my dear.. yes.. playtime. there will be. but make sure that you have a suitable job with a suitable attitude in that job. don't tell me that your characteristic is like diss.. cox everyone had to change for the better. I can see MQ is very disappointed in you.. I would SINCERELY advice you to apologize to her or make an effort to ask us accompany you for work interview. WE DON'T MIND de ~ i mean it SERIOUSLY.
You nid to change an environment.. don't stick there liaoosss really.. Don't even think that degree is getting far noww.. even degree couldn't even get a suitable job with expected pay NOW. what about you? earn what in future? you can't just rely ladyboss for work.. ONE DAY..her BBT shop will close down.. where will u be then? my dear..
不要走一步算一步. PLAN FOR YOUR FUTURE. WORK TOWARDS YOUR GOAL. PROVE TO OTHER PEOPLE THAT WITHOUT EDUCATION YOU CAN STILL SURVIVE WITH *JOB EXPERIENCE*.
*if you wan. call us up again. we will look for jobs for u. if not. i won't nag at u anymore. no point*
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12:57 AM
Saw this is facebook love quote and i find it meaningful :D
~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hung up on him, who lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's HER!~
Thursday, March 11, 2010
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1:03 AM
If time is controllable in my hands,
I'll make it stop before April 01.
And make april 01 - Aug 27 to a day of 24 Hours instead of 118 days(2832 Hours)..
so that I need not have my jh far away from me :(
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
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1:34 AM
Ytd sprained my ankle.. today dropped phone inside water when i was hand washing my clothes :( suay or nott.. :S
nvm this.. lucky still got sis de phone to use. if not i no more phone le.. but sis de phone also going to spoil liaoos :(
*tick toc tic toc* clock keeps moving. and every hour mins secs passed..
But I am still very reluctant for April to come though i have my taiwan trip :( JH going China for attachment le.. coming back at August. 4 months ++ :(( sadd sadd.. but close my eyes.. it's another day le :( sad. And i hope August 快点到来。
JH: I coming back at August 27. just in time for your birthday :D
(happy for what he said. but hoped for more i guess...4 months without himm omg.. it's hell~)
Time to log off :(
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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2:02 AM
Today went to find JH at amk interchange after his "school". Damn happy cox we din meet up for a week le cox he got exams and bicycle event :DD
But unfortunately I sprained my ankle when i went to buy Salted Beans for MQ to steam fish. :( damn pain and swollen. but 1 uncle came and help me.. luckyy there is this kind singaporean.. he also offered medicated oil for me to rub on. :)) but i think i was too focused on my injury that i showed him a bit of attitude? (sorry uncle!) That small jug of salted beans cracked. so have to go back buy again :((
see thiss.. so swollen :( pain okies. :((
Sunday, March 7, 2010
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3:54 PM
Saturday 6 March 2010
Went to Marina Square with mq and chris to watch movie and walk walk :D after that went hougang then walk to punggol :)
qi zai. (this looks like chris rights? her present :P)
chris drinking her peach tea @ Fish Market
Seriously i don't like the food there. Not nice.
*Smile* :D
Fish Fillet with mussels, frieds and garlic rice. Too much of quantity!
MQ's Salmon Feast lols
Couldn't finish the rice, fries and fish. but mq taught me *spend money dun waste* lols
in the end i tried to push in as much as possible. till this much left. (above)
suggested to walk from hougang to punggol cox i love to walk (night)
hmms mq was rather reluctant initially but chris gonna go home ma.
she live at punggol so came with me too :D
(photos taken at Punggol)
Sunday 7 March 2010
Mummy just cooked dinner at 230pm.. initially was me to cook de.. but lazyy.. soo i help her with her cookingg... she did the ingredient.
I dun dare to fry.. after the shishamo incident. lols
when my hands tio hot hot oil :(
so frying leave for mum :DD
yeahh beehoon.. i did some cooking in between.. before i took foto of this. :D
ahh there it is.. the dinner for the day..
and My Meal for the day :D
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1:34 PM
right ankle still pain pain sometimess.. :(
wonder when will it recover..
mq say: ur right ankle loose liao.
yeah in fact it is bahs? hahas.. today uhh rot at home again.. mq promised me go hougang find job one.. till now 1.35pm still haven go out luhh.. she love her video so much loh :(
continue rotting at home.. i might die of sianz-ness :S
awhile moree.. going out with papa :)
Friday, March 5, 2010
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1:18 AM
Happened to be searching for songs and din know ah du song album out liaoos.. this song is damn nice.. Guys can go dl or go listen in www.haoting.com :D
阿杜 - 人狼
曾说 两个世界
爱会没有分别
以为这就是永远
我却 竟然忽略
世人眼光像风雪
慢慢把我们的爱恋
温柔的撕裂
洒下月光 这是人狼
在冰冷夜空下发狂
少了你的亲吻 心疼
再也不能 还原自由人
昏暗月光 你的发香
再无法压抑住自己
兽性在释放
泪中听不清你的原谅
Love this song lyrics and the background song. :P
JH have been busy with his assembling and disassembling of bicycle these days after his exams :D His going for a event on 6 or 7 March if i remember? Get something back okies since you worked hard assembling it. :D jiayous~
JH de new bike :D pretty bahhs?
ownself assemble onee gear and stuffs. :P
He love cycling off road :P
Thursday, March 4, 2010
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2:53 PM
My List of Loves:
1. Family
2. JH + TCY + Christina
3. Career + money
4. Walking
5. Close Friends
Met some problems these days and yeah.. It's my fault. Dad helped me solved it.. and Bro help me go out meet them. Seriously, they are important :D 不能缺少的家人。I love them.
Still finding jobs.. and hopefully I can have immediate vacancies :(
no allowance + no jobs = no money
currently surviving with my savings.. I don't think can last that longg.. (if i din spend that near $2000 on Sam.. probably i still got much more savings now..but i dun regret cox 不求天长地久，只求曾经拥有。)
Nowadays uhh.. keep getting nightmare.. woke up in a sweat. :S but woahh i din do wrong thing uhh.. :P today dreamt of my grandma..the days spent wif her.. i love her lots even though she passed away for 7 years le. Her face and past memories are still inside my heart worhhs.. :)
so. It's better to Treasure what you have now, than to regret in future. Especially families :P
Dad. Mum. I love you :D
Monday, March 1, 2010
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12:02 AM
hmms jh sold his 2nd bicycle(titus) today... jh sad sad.. :( i also emoemo abit..
if only i know some bicycle stuffs.. assembling.. disassembling.. or indepth bicycle details.. probably i can help him take care when he go attachment :P
sometimes i wish to have those kind of skills too :P but too late... jh sold le.. :(
wanna find this thingg that i wan to buy.. *but also duno can find or nott*
1st bicycle: Jamis
2nd bicycle: Titus
I love you jh :D
