Sunday, November 22, 2009
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2:13 AM
It no longer hurts anymore. Hurt spikes? yes there is but it isn't as pain as before.
I know it will no longer be mine. I have to move on. The contributions you made during the "honeymoon period", the smile you always had with me, your cute back view, and more. It will always be remained as memories.
smsed him today asking :how are you
replied me with : im fine. what about u?
i said: oh. alright
And there's no more updates anymore. I just want to be friends. But now, i see a total stranger. Yesterday i went down to Tampines to find mq. I realize that I couldn't face my ex-colleagues. I realize that I'm afraid to face them. I don't know the reason why. I saw the old working place again and it reminded me about the happy past. I wish these pop ups do not need to be back in my mind anymore because it still hurts. =(
Today i went to pass Maggie pay. Saw his previous home. The familiar road to CP. The familiar bus stop. The familiar place (where i stand waiting for bus back home). Sadness aroused me completely. It reminded me about the past again. Hand in hand, you sent me home.
I wished these memories could be erased. Probably because he's happy with his current girl. Jealousy? or Hatred. lol
It shall be memories.
-Christina, Cheeyong, mq and others. - Because of your smile and support. I've moved on.
