Tuesday, November 17, 2009
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10:43 PM
Is it that I have forgotten him? Maybe...
Probably because of the distance he said. The time we spent together wasn't as much. Perhaps the feelings have faded very long ago which i did not realize. Or perhaps, i have really let go.
Everything shall be the past and never will it be brought into the future. It's memories now and it will be also in the future. =) My heart felt better after this incident. I felt free probably because I need not put in much effort on him anymore. Minimizing gap? Ensuring that I'm in his mind.. Making sure that he is doing well in his jobb.. or even thinking about his family. Although these may pop up in my mind some times, all these are jjust memories. Perhaps, letting go.. is better to both of us because this is the first time of the 2 years together.. ..I felt no stress. no problems at all. Truely thankful for friends who have been there for me. And for what JH said: For every dark night, there is a brighter day.. and Yeah. i feel free. no burden. =)
Today, took bus 72 change 88 back home. I saw cars and motors on the road.. Tempted me. Feel like getting a licence as soon as possible. Car licence.. i dun have that much money for a licence.. motor licence. i have to consider "what if i failed?" haiz.. but everything requires moneyy.. Shall wait then. =)
Time to study for tml's business finance ICA 1. Gambate~
smt loggin off ^^
