Saturday, November 14, 2009
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1:02 AM
我曾经以为他是我的唯一。现在一切都变了。
在2008年1月是你改变我的人身。是你改变了我的思想。是你改变了我的喜好。
一切又一切我为了你而改变。为什么你不能有1次真正的为我而改变呢。
The time together wasn't short neither was it long. The effort i put in already surpass the effort i put in for my family members. I may be naive, but I am a person who think.
Year 2007 my eyes were locked on you. Until now, i still can't believe that you're a jerk.
Ms Unknown. I don't understand why u can pester someone who is attach. Love is blind. But why did you put in the effort to become a damn slut.
I wish that everything was never real. A dream that i could forget.
Trust me everyone. Even couples who don't quarrel, once explode, it will never return back to the original position.
I had alwas thought you're devoted. A guy that is unique. It was all fake. You hurt me again and again and i forgave you again and again. I knew that it won't last, but i tried my best to minimize the gap as much as possible.
Although it hurts, but because of you. I matured. I've seen how dramas work in real life. Cancer that brought your father's death, relatives who snatch your father's wealth, going to court for several years for your brother's case. And also my robbery encounter.
I learnt to differentiate cars and motors. I learnt to love motors. This is all because of you.
I always believed what you said and do. I made my contribution in this r/s. I bought everything that you need. I don't care whether i have nothing in return. I just want your smile. Your smile made me move on. A motivation to succeed in everything I do. A believe that i should trust. But it is no longer existing.
PS: Thanks for everything and the contribution you made. I will move on.
