Saturday, November 28, 2009
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9:41 PM
Today damn suayy =.=
morning wanted to do proj.. but took a nap that totally kills me. this little nap slept through till 930am. and yeah. I'm late for work.
Boss cooked sugar and we have to pour it into 5 big containers. Pour 4 le.. next was to carry the big wok to the basin to pour the remaining into the last container. so many things, but yet the basin so small =.= duh.. tried to shift a little..and the next thing was the whole sugar dropped.. landed on my legs. my shorts.. my hair. =.= whole body was damn sticky but have to clean up the whole place.. so i mop and mop and mop over and over again.
Boss came in at 1115am told boss "老板！我把糖弄倒耶!"
Boss replied: "哇！这么糟糕啊？" hear his tone.. i guess he very happy today ba lol
after boss left.. What i can do is to clean up myself first. = sad thing was there is no bathing area.. so i went down to watson buy dove body wash.. buy towel outside watson. then up to toilet to wash my legs my hands.. and then back to shop using tap water to wash my hair. (no shampoo) haiz~ suay right?
then 1 customer ordered Strawberry Ice Blended With Pearl. I made one. and asked him. "do you need a bag?" he replied oh no need. Turn my head and walk a little distance, "POP!" *his cup drop on the floor* (i stared blankly at the floor thinking that i have to mop again)
then pearl water dripped again =.= OKAY have to MOP again ! ZZz
zz damn suay. then around 615pm. 1 aunty customer came in. mq was still eating. chris was taking stock. so i went to cashier lor..
Aunty: 三杯珍珠奶茶 I heard was 香槟珍珠奶茶。
So i asked, Aunty 你要香槟葡萄对吗？
Aunty *stared* at me. 我要奶茶奶茶 with that tone *naiiiiii chaaaaaaaa......*
i replied "orh" so i keyed 1 bubble milk tea into the cashier. i said Aunty $1.20.
Aunty: 三杯 with that tone again *sannnnn beiiiiiiiiiIIIII! * (then she TSK~ follow by shaking her head and staring at me)
so i keyed into the cashier silently.. inner fire rising soon. lol. hesitated for a moment to whether to voice out my opinion. and i finally did. i said Aunty 你可不可以不要那么凶!? *getting angry soon*
Aunty replied: "我说了这么多次你听不到meh?? 你老人啊？年轻人一定听得到，只有你老人听不到!"
Wah. i cannot take it liaoo.. i say *SORRY LAHH!* very loudly and very aggressive ><
Wtf. i asked 1 time only she say i asked alot of time. and then i have to clarify my doubts before doing any drink ma.. if not later customer complain again for a change of drink. =.=
Lucky christina take over me to do the drinks if not Aunty you're gonna take my fierce attitude sia =.=
Friend who knew me deeply knows that i don't normally attitude customers even though I'm real angry. this time aunty pushed my anger to my limit already lor. idiot.
suay =
Sunday, November 22, 2009
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2:13 AM
It no longer hurts anymore. Hurt spikes? yes there is but it isn't as pain as before.
I know it will no longer be mine. I have to move on. The contributions you made during the "honeymoon period", the smile you always had with me, your cute back view, and more. It will always be remained as memories.
smsed him today asking :how are you
replied me with : im fine. what about u?
i said: oh. alright
And there's no more updates anymore. I just want to be friends. But now, i see a total stranger. Yesterday i went down to Tampines to find mq. I realize that I couldn't face my ex-colleagues. I realize that I'm afraid to face them. I don't know the reason why. I saw the old working place again and it reminded me about the happy past. I wish these pop ups do not need to be back in my mind anymore because it still hurts. =(
Today i went to pass Maggie pay. Saw his previous home. The familiar road to CP. The familiar bus stop. The familiar place (where i stand waiting for bus back home). Sadness aroused me completely. It reminded me about the past again. Hand in hand, you sent me home.
I wished these memories could be erased. Probably because he's happy with his current girl. Jealousy? or Hatred. lol
It shall be memories.
-Christina, Cheeyong, mq and others. - Because of your smile and support. I've moved on.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
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1:50 AM
Nowadays arhh. keep raining. Don't even need fan.. it's already very cold.
Today, reached school at 10.18am. Lecture finish at 11am so we went to eat at sumo house =) Yaping, Mayble, yiting and me. =) Maybe because yesterday didn't eat dinner ba? was damn hungry today. lol it's a bad thing. calories intake today is damn high. cut down for the next few days liaoos.. haiz! and then to shop!!! Yeah! bought a $10 shirt (hehe).
End lesson at 3pm.. 1 hr earlier than before. so i took 72 down to tampines interchange to find MQ =) waited for few hours. Thanks cheeyong for pei-ing me..Bestie friend forever <3
hehe.. at tampines of course cannot forget to shop narh!~ see see shop shop. but din buy anything.. havanas shoe dun have my size. = after that went punggol plaza. had cravings for sushi today together with mq. haha. so we 3 decided to eat suki sushi lor. long queue neh. lol din expect that. eat quite alot also. tsk. must diet liao. @@
ICT proj finish liao.. now have to focus on another proj. hmm school is damn boring. lol
while waiting for my hair to dry up.. I shall watch some videos haha.
mt loggin off =)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
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10:43 PM
Is it that I have forgotten him? Maybe...
Probably because of the distance he said. The time we spent together wasn't as much. Perhaps the feelings have faded very long ago which i did not realize. Or perhaps, i have really let go.
Everything shall be the past and never will it be brought into the future. It's memories now and it will be also in the future. =) My heart felt better after this incident. I felt free probably because I need not put in much effort on him anymore. Minimizing gap? Ensuring that I'm in his mind.. Making sure that he is doing well in his jobb.. or even thinking about his family. Although these may pop up in my mind some times, all these are jjust memories. Perhaps, letting go.. is better to both of us because this is the first time of the 2 years together.. ..I felt no stress. no problems at all. Truely thankful for friends who have been there for me. And for what JH said: For every dark night, there is a brighter day.. and Yeah. i feel free. no burden. =)
Today, took bus 72 change 88 back home. I saw cars and motors on the road.. Tempted me. Feel like getting a licence as soon as possible. Car licence.. i dun have that much money for a licence.. motor licence. i have to consider "what if i failed?" haiz.. but everything requires moneyy.. Shall wait then. =)
Time to study for tml's business finance ICA 1. Gambate~
smt loggin off ^^
Saturday, November 14, 2009
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1:02 AM
我曾经以为他是我的唯一。现在一切都变了。
在2008年1月是你改变我的人身。是你改变了我的思想。是你改变了我的喜好。
一切又一切我为了你而改变。为什么你不能有1次真正的为我而改变呢。
The time together wasn't short neither was it long. The effort i put in already surpass the effort i put in for my family members. I may be naive, but I am a person who think.
Year 2007 my eyes were locked on you. Until now, i still can't believe that you're a jerk.
Ms Unknown. I don't understand why u can pester someone who is attach. Love is blind. But why did you put in the effort to become a damn slut.
I wish that everything was never real. A dream that i could forget.
Trust me everyone. Even couples who don't quarrel, once explode, it will never return back to the original position.
I had alwas thought you're devoted. A guy that is unique. It was all fake. You hurt me again and again and i forgave you again and again. I knew that it won't last, but i tried my best to minimize the gap as much as possible.
Although it hurts, but because of you. I matured. I've seen how dramas work in real life. Cancer that brought your father's death, relatives who snatch your father's wealth, going to court for several years for your brother's case. And also my robbery encounter.
I learnt to differentiate cars and motors. I learnt to love motors. This is all because of you.
I always believed what you said and do. I made my contribution in this r/s. I bought everything that you need. I don't care whether i have nothing in return. I just want your smile. Your smile made me move on. A motivation to succeed in everything I do. A believe that i should trust. But it is no longer existing.
PS: Thanks for everything and the contribution you made. I will move on.
