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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ; 2:32 AM

Day 7 of my sprained ankle.

It hasn't fully recovered. Some angles when walking is still painful. Still a little swollen.. but not as visible as day 1.

Today went to PP after school to find mq and also to buy the necessary things i need. Went up to the bbt shop to look for mq. Lady boss was inside and a new aunty working. Mrs Satay Stick has quited. Heard from mq. BOO said that Satay Stick just walked out of the shop in the morning. Her attitude is so so so wrong sia.. how to work? =.= If she don't wants to work long hours.. can change one mah.. scared tired..then stay at home be "tai tai" la.. i tot married liaoo.. =.= cheena jiu shi cheena..

benefits me too. i don't need to put up with her attitude towards me.
1st day working with her.. Choo (Ladyboss's sister) asked her to wash the pearls becox she haven't learn yet. She glared at Choo. Snatched the plastic scoop from me and walk towards the pot of pearls. 2nd day of working can give this attitude liaoo. must as well stay at home.

happy liaos.. no more attitude of hers.. and CheeYong no nid to listen to my complains. haha.

going to slp le. gdnites all =)

Sunday, May 17, 2009 ; 2:59 AM

I'm nothing but just a stranger to them.
A stranger that ....

I don't need sympathy.

Just fk off.

I have my own life.

But I need a whole new life.

Saturday, May 16, 2009 ; 12:54 AM

what's today.

woke up real early today because of my bandaged ankle. wanted to do up my ankle properly before going to school. so woke up at 815am. usually was 850am of 1010 lesson. and of course. 88%/100% late. but today was unusually early.. and end up.. i prepared everything.. ready to go.. i received a msg saying that morning lesson was cancelled. suay.

I am stress.

Sch. Job. Personal stuffs. are giving me headaches. I'm happy outside. cos i have no troubles. i do not think much. i take it easy. when serious work comes. it's time for serious.

Projects are piling up soon. Should be saying. Projects are already here. but I cant be bother to do it. or. no time to do it. or. lazy to do it.

Mr S. problem haven't solved yet. I'm stil in search of units for rents. job. on weekend. personal outings that couldn't be rejected.pile up. 1 by 1. tutorials which i haven't touch on it yet. is still in the (working in progress) section. And now. mummy want me to do her homework. another pile of work to do.

im a slacker. i dun take stress and hate stress. hate competitions. I may be quiet but im in actual fact not. know me. and you'll know the true me

have you guys ever had stress. when tears. just came out of your eyes unintentionally. that's what i have been having these days.

time for my slp. for tml is a long day. =) goodnight all.

; 12:26 AM

Wednesday 13 May 2009 was a very unlucky day for me

Woke up at 830 as usual. thinking that it was 1010 lesson.. of course i reached 1010. punctually.. but did not attend my 9am lesson. I thought was 1010 when yaping smsed me at 940. whether im going to school. then it reminds me that.. that day was 9am lesson. duhh.. so im late 1 hour..wasted 1 attendance on a day where i could pull myself awake. ok nvm so.. continued with the remaining 1 hour lesson.

Finished lesson at 11am. so went straight to work.. estimated about 1 hour time to reach.. but i reached at 1145am. Initially wanted to go straight to toilet to tie my hair before going report for work. but. saw long queue at the counter.. so i went in straight to help. Soo many customers were at the back. and Mrs Satay Stick was behind doing the pearl thing.. Boss at the counter. receipts after receipts are on the table. haven't had time to tie my hair. change shoe.. i did all the blended and drinks. after i finished a few receipts. Mrs Satay Stick finally came to helpp.

Lady boss went off at around 3 + after christina booboo the late comer came. at around 330pm. worked till 5pm. 430, no customer. so i went up for bank transfer to farhah. next went down to buy some food. for Mr S. escalator wasn't working. and while i was walking down the steps, i saw accessories aunty.. so i talk to her lors. *turning my head back and continues walking down* didn't see malay aunty walking so slowly infront. i stepped on her. making her nearly falling.. so i manage to save her lors.. in result for a sprained ankle.. lol 1 word can describe me = suay
The pain was bearable. so finished job. i went to buy prata sausage which mq wants. aunty saw me.. keep apologising. (so paiseh cox it wasn't her fault)

Leg swollen

This angle couldn't really show how swollen it was at night.

Consulted a doctor the next day
wrapped like this.

3rd day of injury. i wrapped this myself

PRO? haha. (more tight) it gives support cox now. taken out the bandage..

walking seems to be a little more pressure wif a LITTLE pain.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ; 12:50 AM

~5th May 2009~

Have been having stress these days.

时间的紧迫让我喘不过气来。

have to work, have to meet S. have to go school. have to do tutorials. have to help her on her school work too.

If I quit this job. Personal expenses for me will be difficult for me to handle, other issues which money is concerned will also be difficult. 长这么大了，也不好意思跟父母伸手要钱买格外的东西。This money saved. partly is saved for S's urgency use.

haven been doing the tutorials. Hv been working on saturday and sundays. looking for unit. these have been taking up much of my time. Mum. also asked me to help her on her sch thing. =.=

S and his friends have to shift house soon. I'm helping damn hard to find a price as low as possible. Their budget of $1,100 to $1,300 is really difficult to find for 2 + 1.. because the average price is $1,500. I found $1,300 lowest but of cos. wif no aircon. Still they think that it's way too high. Have been scanning through rentals rentals and rentals for the past few days..ignoring my tutorials. 真的很烦。大大小小的事也让我感到烦躁。They need to shift in 10 days. I found 30 over houses at their preferred region. But they only called 2. they think that the price is way too high.. Ok. right now i have to find somemore. Hope i can find a 2 +1 unit of their preferred budget.

嗨~真的很烦。These will be over soon. I guess. =)

*mt signing off*

; 12:20 AM

Yesterday 4th May 09

I went to the museum with my group for National Education Project.

these are some photos taken.

*secretly took their photo behind*

Walking towards the museum

Sitting at the stairs at the museum (after camwhoring)

Outside museum (thinking of the destination to go)

Went to Fulterton Hotel for toilet break

Out of the hotel walking to City Hall Mrt

Walk. walk and walk.

Infront is the Marina Bay Sands
The future Integrated Resort.

Walk again

We were all tired by then..

Had been walking a very long route.

Saw this Merlion. Rmb the 被雷劈的 merlion?

After that. I was way too tired to take photos. We were walking like mad.. "walking in circles".. but it's alright.. cox. i ate alot before.this helps my digestion. haha. and also 减肥.. since i haven't been exercising after sec sch life.

And that's all for yesterday's programme.

Sunday, May 3, 2009 ; 1:15 AM

Everything, Everyday. Hasn't been working really well on me.

Got my pay today. for the 2 weeks (16th march) 1st thing when i got my pay. was looking at the pay slip. Guess wad. 1 look.. and i know. my salary has been decreased from $5 back to $4.50. Kinda unexpected. cox it just increased from $4.50 to $5. Yeah. kinda sad.. Had been working at the BBT for about *counting this month in* should be around half a year. Initially was so happy~wanted to stay helping becox i thought they might increase MQ's pay as well. nah. cant be.. since mine dropped? (supposed this only applies in small company. will big companies do that? they won't~)

-Working like mad when needed. Shoved away when not needed is the way such a small company works. - But nevertheless. no work no $$.

Everything hasn't been working fine. Friends. Job. Other issues. nah. just my damn luck that has been doing all these things to me.

The moment i reached home. Emotions -> moodless gets into me. *sigh*

going *zibi* le. *mt loggin off*

Saturday, May 2, 2009 ; 12:01 AM

luck have not been on my side today.. Initially morning was to meet at Sengkang MRT at 1045 meeting friends to celebrate Rachel's birthday. Of course.. i didn't go. (as i said luck has not been on my side)

Morning. went to toilet at 9am. *already preparing for the outing* after that.. heard washing machine's sound.. I rushed to the masterbed toilet. *fully awake* looking at the hanger. my clothes are all inside the washing machine.. including the ones i din wear at all =( I left with no clothes to wear.. hence not going out.. (other clothes are all way too outstanding which i did not want to wear) so. lessons for me is not to hang clean and dirty clothes at the same place lors..mostly are black clothes requires hand washing / washing machine of the same colour clothings. Lazy to hand wash for the past few days th0.

after that. around 4pm.. clothes are already dry.. okay. prepare for my next event at night. had dinner wif my relatives and my family near sultan plaza or wadever it's named as. No air condition at all. tables are all cramped together. It was soooo soo so humid. My daddy very kindd. gave me the seat outside and he went inside instead. sat down. the woman behind.. said loudly "哇！很窄勒！" *tilted a little side ways to see whose behind* of course im unhappy....so i replied loudly too "DIAO..! 不止你窄勒！" it's the fact wad. my sis followed by saying "YA LOR!"

finished dinner. went back to 5th Aunt's husband van. was having a little chat wif 2nd Aunt's family when 2nd Aunt's husband went front seat closed the door. my mum's hand was there lo.. suay lors. 夹到手~ and my mum went "啊!!!我的手!!" My brother and sis went buy bag of ice..mummy was like want to faint faint like dat. =( I din know how to express myself so i kept quiet. th0 worrying about her. 5th Aunt's husband drove us to tampines 24 hr clinic. suay again.. They said that doctor will be back around 20 - 30 mins. and there isn't a X-Ray.. So rejected to consult a doctor and went home.

hmm that's all for today.. *signing off*